Today was day 10. The last few days have been a little disheartening. I think we pinpointed which neurotransmitter is off and they suggested a new diet to help--a diet that is leaving me feeling weak and sick. My physical pain the last few days has been through the roof. Playing around with my brain chemistry has maybe messed up my brains abilities to release endorphins and it is a struggle doing anything because the pain is so intense. I was talking to someone last night and I couldn't even come up with anything else to say because the pain was getting so bad...that is huge for me if you all know how much I talk.
I think I have always had excessive pain. I remember having back pain ALL my life--even when I was really little like 3-5 years old. I've just put up with it forever thinking that is how it is for everyone but as I've talked to people I've realized that there are some people who rarely feel pain. What would that be like? I'm not even 30 yet and I am in so much pain!
I had to do another colon cleanse/detox yesterday and this morning was awful.
2 nights ago my depression hit and it was vicious. It had all been going so good. Its doing better again but relapses like that scare me.
Here is hoping we get everything balanced out soon. Here's to the next 11 days of treatment.
I'm praying for you! Let me know if you need any help with anything. Don't be afraid to ask! :)
ReplyDeleteHang in there! You can do it! I am praying for wonderful health for you.
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